Thursday, October 14, 2010

One cycle of the memory - (f) demolition of temples

 1958 years of time, so the scratch like the wind, so swift, so sway uncertain. This year, in addition to H-sparrow, in addition to a few days on the course had too little, big people doing things, such as railways, fill the fields to find ore, iron day and night, we almost did. Daily temperature in the Great Leap Forward, Mao Zedong during the steel production reached 10.7 million tons, fifteen years to catch up when the UK population, the school received the parent notification, removal of school to support to make iron and steel wood and masonry. When we packed up their bags and left school with a time of drinking, many students are having left back toward that once gave us joy in the school saw the last one.

Qiutong few days later I went to play at home, passing the school, there is rubble. Since then, this small town only a temple - the temple arms forever gone.

we were relocated to a new school - into the primary school until graduation.

ignorance and blind obedience in the power of stress, not only disrupt the normal life of people, while still foolish abandon personal beliefs for their own achievements to the world and the idol of a void for, and worship. Sadly, all due!

one cycle of the memory - (g) No books to read, down to do a
1958 carried out in are mostly students. I and my little partner Qiutong, Mayu Qin, Wang Guoqiang, Ding Yanyun fortunate to cook a excited for the illiterate people in the street class, teaching them alphabet and literacy. outset everyone hard, including those who come to read and write and the aunt. but later some people from the lethargy in the face, we see a trace of the gradually forced and tired. may be many more Aunt were very positive, directed at the Mother, we have been insisting. day, night after class, we always go home together, first to send Ding Yanyun, as far as her family. and then Wang Guoqiang to send Ma Yuqin, I send Qiutong are Shun. During that time, although hard, they still happy.

One morning in late autumn, we brought a lunch from home and shovel to the school to prepare for a fall planting of trees. class teacher, Shen, several students said to us: Rest day. br> Wang Guoqiang is the five of us in the most days, even as, like nothing. In his proposal, we start with the monarch and his subjects with the music of the game: in the classroom the desks piled up the highest point he sat, I followed, then three female students in the most below. open the boxes when dinner is already open, feeling the lack of a little atmosphere. Wang Guoqiang, then shouted: is everyone singing.

This is my first time ever drink. I think, in addition to Wang Guoqiang, probably is the first time it

this is the year, we are most happy day.

day, we all got drunk.

Though youth gave us a little too happy, but the coexistence of wild and worries in 1958, I really do not want to remember. However, After all, had occurred. When great people across the country made in order to achieve nearly 1070 million tons of steel refining Zaguomaitie not up to standard and can not use the iron and steel, when the spring breeze blowing through the country communes such as the night the earth, a sophomore public The distribution pattern of subversion of values of several generations of farmers, when the rigor of science to the power loss of the money yield per mu jin profoundly demonstrated possible, when immersed in hundreds of millions of farmers, is the Jade Emperor, ordered Sanshanwuyue clear the way, I come! )

one cycle of the memory - (h) Two out of luck

friends who saw me in the cloud, After the message: there was a moment of calm, but also full of my old age anxiety and anticipation. I think I have been struggling for several years, one day, humanity is no longer struggling,bailey UGG boots, and will be replaced by the true peace of soul, it? < br>
1959, I, promoted to fifth grade from the elementary school years.

since starting school, I am very easy to take care of homework, performance has been the first year. I've had the squad leader and members of the Young Pioneers brigade learning, these duties are not what I want, all schools upon me, and I'm not too enthusiastic, you can also never been a big mistake. and I do not like these, I would prefer to play together with the female students of the game throwing sheep bones, and male students to go swimming in the river touched the mantis, or a small partnership with the neighbor up the hill to catch Grasshopper, played Umi. I have a happy book to the city is Museum reading. At first my brother took me to, because I was still very small, not as I entered the library administrator. that is the library, in fact, a reading room, books can not take home to read the. Moreover, where the books are mostly the same, look for a long time, no longer want to see. Later, I borrow books to others, or take turns with the big swap with classmates to see who the big half-comprehended the novel thick . wanted to be funny, then look at the Qu Bo's novel, could not understand what that means. not only do not know, even the pronunciation do not know. probably because the primary school textbooks, the word is not allowed premature, we can see our education designers to guard against our puppy love, for our the healthy growth of the number of pains racking.

While reading a teenager with a lot of randomness, but it has also become difficult to change my life and adventures, like the general reading habits.

student Tracy is a ginger girl does not love to laugh. Her father is deputy mayor of the city of Yanji. September 1959 day, I went to her house to play, and occasionally from her home on the coffee table beside the sofa to see a reading , big words, do not start reading habits, the content is very fresh, and later learned that the first major reference. The first time I saw the contents of the Lushan meeting Peng wrote MZD in a letter in front of the words of the great anti-Party group Peng instructions. and so I hastily read the letter, the letter said that the Great Leap Forward, jin per mu, there are many problems of small blast furnace, a year ago is indeed what happened, how is against the party do? contact two years ago, the anti-rightist campaign, and I suddenly realized what it is: a consistent and correct party, no matter what it did without the benefits of the common people, are right, is not questioned, and the party criticism of leaders is not number one, otherwise, it is against the party, is no good fruit to eat. This is my understanding of the juvenile period of a leap. At that time, I was 12 years old.

his military life, Peng Marshal's political views to MZD the courage to do Takeo, Hengdao immediately, he moved home and abroad, because of a letter put forward different views on the Great Leap Forward of the letters have not been MZD conduct remediation, and ultimately killed indignantly. The only achieve Wu fight to the death advance, it is only more and more clear Peng faced then by no means a specific thing, but a system, one style. MZD was very high prestige in the party, at least in the ordinary man, he Since the party's work since the chair has not committed any errors. and Peng Mao's Great Leap Forward, the enthusiasm, the people's communes,UGGs, public canteens criticism made it to great courage. for MZD, to accept advice should also have considerable magnanimity. extraordinary courage of the former, the latter narrow minded, thus leading to the tragedy of Peng. No one thinks that MZD arbitrary, can only say that bad luck Peng.

in March, and a Dalai Lama, since the that religion and freedom above all else, which led to his exile in a foreign country, has a rare home, had to die of old age seems to be foreign. This has won the Nobel Peace Prize out of luck guy,UGG shoes, became the year one thousand nine hundred fifty-nine another hapless China. <+ k & 8 ^: bi

ever since Tracy Jia Jiang found in the so-called large share of reference, I went to her house for more fun times together, but that does not love laugh girl also often give me some pictures and candy to school. she did not understand my interest was not in on these pictures and candy. (continued)

one cycle of the memory - (ix) Elegy for the Great Leap Forward (1)

a few days without writing. is not a memory disruption, but really do not want to recall that period of time, that the era of the great famine, the misery and miserable for three years . How many people do not have to come could stay, with food cravings, with the love of life, I do not know why, do not grudge the left the world no. Business is business. not to undertake the day to fall down when Those kind, part, honest people are the bottom of a feeling of reverence for God to endure hunger, suffering, day after day, year after year. hungry for up to three years, they may be blaming Heaven, but They did not, especially people. is what makes people suffer hundreds of millions of such untold suffering? who casually took the lives of millions of people? Who is to bear our unexamined death I do not know why? our amiable and respectable adults tell people, is three years of natural disasters. just natural disasters it? Today, the living know the origin of the disaster, and those who died of hunger and honest good people to be deceived even the initiator of singing hymns in the left also dead. This in the end who is sad?

1959 年 10 1 May, with violence the right to govern the country win the lucky owner of his own power to ten years, a grand parade, the whole nation in Daqing, in order to demonstrate force and prosperity. Yanji where I also held a town meeting, city leaders and community representatives took turns his speech, praised holding the general line, the Great Leap Forward, the red flag on three sides by the people's communes won a great victory. more than ten o'clock, when I represent the city's students podium finish when the speech back to the queue, the sky began to drizzle rhythm. northeastern October rain, people feel bursts of cold, I can not help but shiver.

to the end of the year , home of many elm trees in the cold in the exposed white bark had been stripped of hungry people eat out. skinning a good thing and very tasty, old skin below the fiber thick, soft , eat sticky, and some sweet taste. growing vegetables and quantification of rare non-staple food grain have been difficult to fill a small town people's belly, people began to look and ask for the countryside and toward the mountains. Fortunately, , northeast of wild vegetation coverage is high. my home mountain, diffuse oak trees and grass slope, has become home the 60s of last century people have to hold on auspicious items. Manchukuo during the rationing of the acorn people face, are oak trees The highest fruit, difficult period of three years is very difficult to get. One can only take oak leaves, soaked in water, then ground and suffering a little flour into the boiling water, as most people would be the maintenance of the daily life of the rations. As for the food after the excretion, despite the difficulties, in order to survive, had to bite the bullet had. Speaking of constipation, but also remember the time when the flow of food. mother and capsules can be the number of food, together with the vegetable roots, leaves, vegetables and boiled into a large number of gruel, every meal drink two bowls, bulging stomach can make it seem full. a few pulls down, stomach and ringing, like the feeling of hunger wake of the nightmare, and always with us and tempting, Keke with us lingering.

to the plight of the hungry that time, we are actually residents of the partners to the far mountains together firewood, cut the deer that are fussy eaters received the sweet potato mosaic section for Health and coals, household help. This is perhaps the Northeast did not forget the tenacious struggle with it. nature to want to put my mad wild, naturally rush,UGG boots, each indispensable. to cut our firewood in the mountain wilderness playing inadvertently found that the tree branches have a lot of red and green grass between the leaflets, the above picture with easy to understand the characters and the traditional tell us how to steal the public sector in order to survive the food, and then hidden under the food and eat food. apparently it was lost in the military Jiangmou opponent to do battle in support of the people with hair contest. I have some curiosity but no fear of those things to take home, but was rebuked parents.

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